The next statue idea is very similar. This statue again would be a tower or architectual structure and have the girls first name written out completely because it is a very common name and the last name spelled like this A***** the typography storyline message on the structure would be something such as love as fantasy but fake reality, she rejected me massively with shock and awe tactics but I am truly convinced she still goes on to my websites. Again it won't be a marriage but can it at least be a possible friendship? Geezsh!
The pieces would have the girls name and words and messages like that on the architectural structures. I know some of my friends in the ceramics department felt that writing my crushes names on my artwork did not help me ever do anything but make her uncomfortable and that artistically it was to obvious and to much direct to the point without giving the audience viewer much to relate to or connect with. But I don't care. I have not been making my own personal art I want to make for over almost a whole year now, and well I want to start to use art to express myself and my soul and my obsessions and passions once again. I have been using my stand up comedy as my current outlet to share myself with the world as currently how I am an artist. But I think it would be nice to try to make more aliens and monsters and mythological creatures I love so much once again and to write love letters to the girls I just think are amazing and truly adore with all my heart through typography sculptures. Besides I know these hot chicks will many of them look at my website again and see that I made a new sculpture with her name on it. She still might think I'm a pathetic nerd or a dorky loser in her eyes, but very few guys with lots of art or comedic talent will mention her on stage or in their artwork like I do. These women are not world famous where my parents or relatives ever heard of her before they saw her name put onto my artwork.
People tell me it is immature and childlike very junior high 7th grade to write a crushes name in your notebook or your artwork you just spent 100 hours creating. I really love these women. They might not love me back, but that is besides the point and another issue. I work best expressing myself as a passionate and in tuned with my emotional state hopeless romantic. Many people especially hot sexy women hate and I mean hate a very upfront hopeless romantic guy. I can see where they are coming from where a shallow hunk could be more appealing than a whiny emotional bag of nerves telling her how beautiful she is. I have only been home this week for 3 days and I just now qouted my fathers put down he used on me last night to describe myself with the word whiny. Interesting. The more a girl rejects me and ignores me, neglects me, or is mean to me the more I desire her....Sexy women who are kind or respectful to me are not chased after by me, because if they respect me, I know I was appreciated and know to be appropriate and easy on them and not come across to strong. But if a hot babe is mean and a real bitch to me I seem to try to chase after her like a FBI agent chasing after a wanted man. I was told to look at my past relationship with my parents, family, relatives, bosses, and people in power or authority over me who I sought approval from but was mistreated by these people and not respected by them. The mentors and friends say follow the patterns of understanding that I pursue the only world I know..hardship, rejection, hurtful treatment to me/bullying, it is not hard at all to find a mean spirited narrsassistic sexy woman...Many sexy girls are mean people. I find what I seek all the time. I am trying to change and break this self devestating pattern I keep fufilling and getting mistreated where I know my bad life choice patterns but keeping making the same mistakes choosing to chase after these bad news girls.